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Mom’s Day

So... I made it through mom's day.  Today was my first mom's day without my mom.  It was rough.  But I made it through.

Went over to my brother's place and had food and hung out.

I don't know.  Just feeling kind of meh.  So there ya go.

Last night I went to this murder mystery party.  It was fun.  It was with a group of friends that I hang out with every now and then.

I have some other events planned on my radar.  Have a show coming up in a few weeks.  So... Just have to keep going out and doing things.  I kind of feel a bit like the that feeling at the end of a Monopoly game.  You know when things just kind of end and it's like okay... So that's over.

Like... So my life is sort of... that's how I feel.  The last 10 years have been... Fighting to keep my mom alive... and fighting court stuff with this trust... and the last 5 years have been fighting to woo the heart of a girl that I couldn't get.

So... I guess I'll start my next Monopoly game now.  Find a new girl to hopefully win over that strikes my fancy.  Obviously can't find a new mom.  The closest I can get is to maybe marry a girl and have the mom in law kind of be... that's not the same at all... But that's the closest I could get.

Hopefully this trust stuff will wrap up and then I can just... Try to figure out the next part of my life.  Or just let it unfold.

I guess... Just have to wait and see what happens.