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A League of My Own

So I was watching another episode of this Drop Dead Diva show... I don't know I just think it's brilliant.  The whole concept and the acting and writing and everything is just so good.  And there was a scene at the end where Fred is all bummed out because he hit on this girl and she was like "I'm just not in that place"...

basically this is my life story.

I love how girls will make up weird things to say when they aren't interested instead of just saying they aren't interested.  And then they string you along for months or years pretending SLIGHTLY to be interested when they really aren't at all and they are probably interested in some other guy because he's big and strong and tall.

Well SO Fred is all bummed out... and Jane (Brooke Elliot) is AWESOME and is kinda giving him a pep talk... and she is sooo freakin cute.. especially those eyes and that smile... but anyways so she's all like well Fred:

"You are kind of in a league of your own... and one day, you will find a girl that wants season tickets to that league."

Because basically when he tried to hit on her, Jane was like umm she's out of your league...  haha...

That's also my life story. A: EVERY GIRL i've ever tried to hit on or be with is WAY out of my league.  and I've always just been in a league of my own.  I'm like SOOoooooo different from all the people around me... I mean I've NEVER fit in with anyone anywhere ever...

Growing up... school, camp... everything... NEVER fit in.  Then college, my job now... just EVERYTHING and EVERYWHERE I don't fit in at all.  I'm always just sorta awkward and on my own... which is ok I mean I'm used to it and it's sorta how I roll.

So I'm hoping to one day find that girl that doesn't fit in either.  She'll be like the same way, she'll say oh yea I NEVER fit in anywhere or with anyone... and then we can make up our own league and no one else will get us except each other.

So... I just have to keep trying and failing and trying again.

So here's to that.  Here's to a cute, kind, creative, funny gal who wants season tickets to my league... because I'll get season tickets to hers!