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15Dec/170

Some Things

Hmmm... So... Times are certainly interesting right now...

GBTC, which I never invested in, is now at like 2500 a share... I was told about it in 2014 ish... When it was like 50 or 100 a share or whatever.

I never invested.  I mean, sure my other investments are doing pretty well... It's one of those things where you could have had even more than you have.

But isn't that always the case?

I often think about that with love.  I'm always like... if I had JUST done this, or that... I would have ended up with this Miss Daylight person that I totally fell in love with...

I've never had any other romantic interest take me in the way that she did.  I don't know... She just did it for my heart for some reason.

But, I continue to go on dates... Most awkward... Some okay... Some don't call back, some seem kind of interested... It's a crap shoot.  It's dating.

Missed opprotunities.

Anyway, I guess it's just one of those life things... Where you just go with the flow.

Hindsight is always 20/20.

I think it's funny that this month I got a statement for an account that had the last name of Miss Daylight as one of the investments... It's just the name of a bond fund... but it's funny that now I have to see her name there...

The thing is... She see's my name when she gets on the highway...

Does it remind her of me?  Who knows.

My thing is... The last time I checked up on her, she seemed pretty into the guy she was with.

So...

I don't know.

Anyway...

I feel a bit like I'm waiting for the next wave of my life... How... People come in and out of your life, and most people are just background noise and then there's more significant people that are there...

I think I'm waiting for the next significant person to show up.

Right now I go out a decent amount.  I'm working on some new songs, but not getting super far with them... go to the gym a bunch, yoga, running club...

Almost done my book...

And the investing is pretty much chugging along at this point... The layered approach is working well.

Today I got a bunch of layer 2 dividends in addition to a layer 1 dividend.

I have a big break from work next week for 2 weeks... Which means I can focus more on creative things, music, and writing, and I can also work on my to-do list.

It's weird... It feels like everyone else out there loves the holidays because they have found love, and they have all these plans... or they are traveling around the world with their lovey dovey...

It also feels like everyone is pulling a massive salary from their job and getting promoted left and right, and I basically have none of that...

Who knows... Maybe there are other people who aren't running around the world with the love of their lives...

I wonder if the only reader, who doesn't really read my stuff much anymore, is doing all that stuff.

I wonder... But at the same time, I don't want to know if it involves her basically not being single.

It's weird how that is...

I basically don't want to know what any of my exes are up to if they aren't single.

If they are also single... I'm interested... But if they aren't... I don't want to know.

Well anyway... Who knows...

Hopefully I'll find that special someone some day, and I'll be pulling a crazy income and I'll be able to travel as well and all that.

I guess my thing is, I just feel like I'm missing out on what everyone else has already figured out.

World travel, love, making big time salaries...

And then there's me... Still just like feeling like...

I'm not good at anything.

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