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Night Terror

Had a really crazy horrible night terror last night.  It was about my mom.  Every so often I have a dream that she's alive and then she's upset that everyone thinks she has died.  And I have to explain to her that she really DID.  And then in the dream she tried to tell me that won't fly with her and is unacceptable and that she needs to go back to work.  And I have to explain to her that she can't work because she's no longer alive.  And then she gets super frustrated.

Last night's was different though.  It was weird, I was like being forced into these rooms that looked like hospital rooms by people who were on some kind of evil side, and then people on a good side would kind of appear to help me escape.

So, it was like, I didn't know who was on the side of good and who was on the side of trying to capture me and put me back inside these rooms.

It's hard to explain.

Dreams are like that.

And then at some point it involved me spilling bottles of wine and trying to clean that up and then there were people that thought the red wine was blood and I was trying to explain to them it was only spilled wine and not blood.

Anyways then I was like taken to this new room and then someone was trying to help me escape again... and then there was a hospital bed, and it had someone under a sheet.  And then a nurse came in and took the sheet off and it was my mom.... But then she started moving, and the nurse was just like... "That's normal... She's dead, but sometimes there's movement after death."  Then she started to like sit up and try to talk... And then I just started to cry and ask the nurse if she could do anything... And she said she couldn't.  And then I was just like screaming that she was still alive, but the nurse was saying that she was dead.  And my mom just tried to crawl out of the bed.

Then I kind of woke up breathing heavily.  I was also crying in real life.

I mean, I know it's just a dream... But sometimes dreams seem very realistic.

Anyways... So yeah.  Night terrors are definitely no good.