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23Aug/160

Dear Miss Daylight

I've decided to write you a letter.  Or, a whole bunch of them... and I've grouped the letters together to form words.

See, aren't I funny?

But, a letter... I just thought you should know, that you're still on my mind.  I think about you from time to time.  And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.

Okay, so maybe I think about you almost all the time.  It's funny, I've met SOOOO many people on this planet.  But you're the one that I think about fairly often.

Puzzling really.  What is it about you that keep most of my thoughts in your direction.

Strange.

Maybe one day I'll figure this darn puzzle out.

See you'd THINK by now, you would barely cross my mind.  But it's just the same as it ever was.  I've always thought that has some kind of merit in itself.  Something notable.  If a person thinks about some one SO much... Maybe there's a reason for it?

You know?  And then the question is... What sort of action do you take on that?

It's like... Okay, so this must mean.... Insert reasoning here.  And that means I MUST... Do this, or do that.

All these years and I'm still puzzled.  I tried to get you.  I tried to forget you.

Neither of those worked.  Obviously.

So, I can't get you and I can't forget you.

I'm in some weird middle place where I just have this puzzle that is the mystery of Miss Daylight that I can't figure out.

The only thing I DO know... For certain without a doubt... Is that I've never felt as strongly for any other individual on this planet as you.

I've certainly never missed anyone as much as you.  Which is puzzling.  Because... Why you?  Most people if you ask who they miss...

Most of them are like... Oh, that's easy... My family... Or someone else that makes logical sense because it's someone that they are best friends with, or someone that they talk to ALL the time.  Or someone that they are with as a significant other.

Obviously I miss my mom.  But... If someone asked me if there were ONE person that I miss the MOST?  You.  That's an easy answer for me.  Your name is the very first on that list.  Puzzling right?  Because logically it doesn't make sense.  We went our separate ways ages ago.  And even when our paths in life were aligned it was so very brief of an instant.

But here I am... still unable to wrap my brain around you and all this time I spend thinking about you.

Well, anyways, Miss Daylight.  That's my letter.  Just a letter to say that it puzzles me every day why I even ended up meeting you and liking you SO much if I can't even so much as speak to you.  I wonder how many other people experience the feeling of wanting someone more than anything in the world... and knowing that you can't have that person.

Wanting someone you can't have.  I don't know.  Who knows?  It's a mystery that maybe some day I'll know.

The mystery of Miss Daylight.

 

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