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22Aug/160

Just Keep Hoping

Dating really does just suck.  It's the worst.  But I just have to keep hoping that one day it will work out for me.  I mean almost everyone I know is all lovey dovey or married or in relationships of some sort.

And I'm basically the ONLY single person.

I keep messaging new people on the dating sites I'm on.  Most just fizzle out after a while.  They respond for a little while but then eventually...

They disable their profile.  Or like what happened to me recently... I actually did make it to a date... But she just stopped responding after the date.  Ghosting as it's called. No explanation.

I was chatting with another girl for a couple weeks and then finally asked her out.  No response.  Another ghost.  That's how dating sites go though.

The girls are super flakey.  In real life I talk to girls pretty much anywhere and everywhere I go.  Most are already with someone.  There are very few single girls in real life.

I'm probably just going to end up alone.  It's impossible to date these days.  And as I get older it will just become harder and harder.  Until there will be no point in even trying to date.

Girls are just mean for the most part.  Either they ghost without any explanation.  Or they are just mean.  Very angry and mean.  They just aren't nice at all on dating sites.  The word vicious is much more accurate.

Dating is almost painful.  It's  a terrible process.  But, what else is there.  Just have to keep trying and hoping that one day I make it to that whole marriage thing.

I mean so many other people have made it.  SO many other people are all in relationships.

So I figure there has to be a nice girl out there somewhere.  Someone that isn't vicious and mean like the others that I talk to.  Someone that won't just stop responding.  Someone that actually is sincere.

But none of them seem to be sincere.  Just mean and angry ghosts.

Anyways, it's just depressing.  I just wish I knew like where to go to meet someone nice.  Even the whole going to church thing is a bust.  They are all already all married in churches.  Single people don't exist in real life it seems.

Or they are lying to me.  Which, I wouldn't put it past girls to lie to my face and say they have a boyfriend.

I feel like girls lie a lot.  That they just say they have a boyfriend when they really don't.  Oh well... That's on them if they want to lie.

Anyways... Yeah, dating just sucks.  It's terrible and horrible and the girls on dating sites just are super mean.

But I just need to keep hoping that one day... One day... that one girl will come along that will just work.  It gets harder and hard to keep that hope alive... But... I just have to keep hoping that she's out there somewhere.  And that one day I to will know what it's like to do that whole marriage and wedding thing.

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