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100 Days Of Waiting

Ok.  So I had an idea this morning in the shower that maybe there IS no God.  Consider this... What kind of loving awesome God would have me fall in love with a girl only to have her want someone else?

Seems pretty darn cruel.  And on top of that this God decided to have me fall in love with her.  Then have things end up going that she would contact me every so often... Or rather since God controls everything... God would have her contact me every so often and then we'd end up getting into this thing where we read each other's online presence for years.... further prolonging the agony... because all I wanted to do was be around her in person.  But noooo... This God entity made it so that I could NOT be around her.

Then in the past year this God decided to not only take my mom  from me... But also have the girl that I had fallen for and wanted for 5 years... meet and fall for someone else and she now has a boyfriend.

Thanks God!  You're SOOOOO amazing.

Oh and on top of that... The money that my grandparents had intended for us to have... and my great grandparents too... It got all tied up in the courts for nearly 10 ish years.

Again... THANK GOD!  You're sooo rad.

Whatever.  I'm over it.  I've pretty much decided you don't exist.

But here's what I'm going to do.  I'll give you ONE chance.  In fact I'm going to give you 100 chances!  To prove you exist and that you actually give a damn about me.

For the next 100 days I'll post on Facebook my 100 days of the same prayer every day.  Help me find love.  Help me find a girlfriend like the girl that I fell in love with found a boyfriend.

If you can do that ONE simple thing.  If you can get me started on the way to marriage and spending the rest of my life with the girl of my dreams...

I'll believe like crazy.  I'll be like... THERE IS A GOD and THAT GOD IS INDEED GREAT.

At the moment.  If you do exist... You kind of suck.  Seriously.  This past year?  I mean come on.  Thanks, but no thanks.  You really do just suck at your job.

So here's my 100 days of prayer on Facebook for finding that one girl that I end up getting down on one knee and proposing to.  If I get to day 100 and I'm still single.

I'll just be incredibly sad.  Because I'll know that we're all alone on this planet and there isn't anyone watching out for us.