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Dear God

Please just listen to my ONE request/prayer.  I only have ONE.  That's it.  I've only EVER asked ONE thing...

TO meet and fall in love and marry a girl.  That's it.  That's all I have.

But it hasn't happened yet.  Which just makes me feel as though you don't listen to me.  Or you just don't exist.

Honestly... I don't know what I believe in.  I'm open to pretty much anything.  I'm technically Jewish... But I've been to all these different church type places and things and what not.  I mean... I'll honestly believe ANY of the faiths if that's what the girl I end up marrying wants.

So here's the deal... You do me a solid and answer my ONE and ONLY prayer... If you do actually exist or even listen to my trying to talk to me... Which apparently you haven't listened to me at ALL every time I've given the whole prayer requesting thing a shot.

Can you handle that?  Because it doesn't appear as though you can.  You just seem to not even care about me AT ALL or not even exit.

I just wish I could bump into the girl I'm supposed to spend the rest of my life with already.  Everyone else I know seems to have found that person SO easy.  But here I am.  I can't seem to turn on any feelings for any girl that I meet these days.  I feel like it shouldn't be that hard.  So someone God... make me believe in you.  Make me feel as though you ACTUALLY give a damn about me or even know that I exist.  I have ONE request... only one.  That's it.

Just help me find her.