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I’m Odd

I'm starting to wonder what's wrong with me.  I don't seem to fit into my generation.

I want things that a 50 year old would want.

I want a house on in a quiet town on a small street.  I want to save a lot of money.  I want a little economical car.  I want to be married and have kids and live a little slow pace of a life.

Seems like most of the 29 year olds want to move to the city and party.  They just want to save up enough money to hit up their next vacation or travel destination.  They just want to save a little enough to then pursue their next degree in their latest interest which changes every week.

I don't mind just staying at the job I'm at.  I don't understand the need to change cities, jobs, entire lifestyles every 6 months or year.

What happened to just kinda living a simple life?

I keep hoping to find a girl that maybe wants that kind of lifestyle but she just doesn't seem to exist.  Seems like everyone is always bored and unhappy with where they are and want some big crazy adventure.

I just feel like I don't fit in my generation.  I would be perfectly happy just hanging out with someone every night maybe watching a movie or making dinner or going out to dinner once a while.

Who knows... I guess I'm one of a kind.  I don't need a big adventure to keep me happy.  I'm happy at home just writing music or working on writing a book or working on something else creative or crafty.  Hopefully some day I'll find a gal that wants that too.  Just have to keep on looking and hoping and waiting I guess.

For now I'll just be odd on my own.